I guess that in the scheme of things, trying to figure out what it means to be dreaming these dreams is kind of pointless. After all, trying to make sense or even contemplating a fix would only lead to a rabbit hole. A dark rupture in all things sensical. I can see it work out, first you would seek to be the hero or the protagonist, but you would fail because in real life, no one ever really wins - not even the good guys or the heroes. In the real world, the question of 'what would you do' hardly ever bends to provide a clear answer. Seldom does life help turn a negative situation into a positive one. We're all humans after all, and we are bound to screw up something whilst trying to fix it. It wouldn't be broken in the first place if we humans only did better. Sometimes broken things, much like broken people, are best left alone. 
Not everything needs to be perfect nor do we need to seek out a dystopian world because it really just doesn't exist. Humans were meant to screw things up. But, the question is: were we meant to try to fix everything we break?!! If we break a plate, do we fix it? There are many underlying issues that we must ponder before we decide if said plate is even worth fixing. For one, is it worth it, both monetarily and psychologically. Is the plate too expensive to replace . . . does the plate create innate satisfaction? These are just a couple of questions we could pose to ourselves that would make fixing the plate worth it or not. Okay, so omit the plate scenario and plug in a relationship. What if a relationship is broken. How does a person figure out if said relationship should be fixed or not. After all, there really is no monetary amount affixed to one's heart; actually, there shouldn't be monetary value when it pertains to matters of the heart. So, we move on to ask ourselves if the relationship holds psychological value? I'm sure the answer is probably going to be yes, so there must be other factors to input at this point because deeming a relationship as important is not enough for a person to want to fix it. Is trying to fix the relationship going to 'open Pandora's Box,' per se, or will the end result become a copacetic fix. Ugh, just trying to answer some of these questions is gnawing at my gut. I need to take a break from all of this pondering and wondering and just chill.
