SELF-INDULGENCE POST: GRAD SCHOOL FOR ME

YEP! MOST LIKELY...

NORTHWESTERN

IN CHICAGO!

SELF-REFLECTION POST: I TOLD YOU NEVER TO ASK

I TOLD YOU NEVER TO ASK.

I COULD NOT SUSTAIN SAYING IT OUT LOUD.

MY WORLD WOULD BE CRUSHED.

AND I WOULD HAVE TO LEAVE.

BUT, YOUR SELFISH, VAIN PERSON ASKED ANYWAY.

NOW, WE HAVE NOTHING!

OH, G-D HOW I LOATHE YOU AND

YOUR STUPID, APATHETIC NEED TO BE THE
CENTER OF ATTENTION AT OTHER PEOPLE'S EXPENSE.
'SPLAIN . . . REALLY!??
YOU'RE SO DAMN VAIN; I SHOULD HAVE STAYED
AWAY WHEN SO MANY PEOPLE WERE TELLING ME TO F/CKING RUN!

SELF-INDULGENCE POST: NOT GIVING YOU THE LEVERAGE

SELF-INDULGENCE POST: MY MOOD ANYMORE THESE DAYS (PURE, UNADULTERATED PITHINESS)

MY MUSIC/MY THOUGHTS +PLUS: SAY WHAT YOU WANT (TEXAS)

I KNOW YOU’RE OUT THERE WATCHING, READING, TRYING
TO PAY ATTENTION TO MY WORDS AND ACTIONS.

I KNOW YOU’RE TRYING HARDER THAN HARD TO SEE ME PERHAPS

FAIL IN MY SUB-ROSA ACTIONS AND FINALLY RENDER A
CONFESSION OF WHO MY ‘UNICORN’ IS.

I WEIGH MY WORDS HEAVILY, TRYING NOT TO SLIP!

I WISH I COULD TELL YOU MY SECRET ‘UNICORN’ WAS YOU,

BUT MY GREATEST FEAR IS NOT REALLY OF REJECTION,

IT IS OF RUINING OUR BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP; YOU SEE,

LOSING YOU COMPLETELY FROM MY LIFE IS

NOT  AN OPTION!

SOMETIMES I FEEL THE FEELINGS BEING RECIPROCATED, BUT 

I ALSO FEEL THE APPREHENSION
LOOMING FROM YOUR OWN VERY CORE. (SIGH)

YOU CONTINUE TO ROCK MY WORLD!

CAN'T YOU SEE THAT!?!

I THINK YOU DO . . . . I WISH YOU COULD FEEL MY MISERY OF PAIN!

YOU’RE WORTH THE WAIT OF A MILLION YEARS! BUT, PLEASE DON'T TAKE THAT LONG! 💔

MY MUSIC/MY THOUGHTS: POSSESSION (SARAH MCLACHLAN)

I LOVE EVERY SONG BY MCLACHLAN, BUT THIS ONE HAS

TO BE MY MOST FAVORITE OF ALL TIME.

POETRY: THE COMPLETE POEMS: D.H. LAWRENCE

“You are the call and I am the answer,
You are the wish, and I the fulfillment,
You are the night, and I the day.
What else? it is perfect enough.
It is perfectly complete,
You and I,
What more⎼?
Strange, how we suffer in spite of this!”
― D.H. Lawrence, The Complete Poems

“Nobody knows you.
You don't know yourself.
And I, who am half in love with you,
What am I in love with?
My own imaginings?”
― D.H. Lawrence, The Complete Poems

“I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself.
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough
without ever having felt sorry for itself.”
― D.H. Lawrence, The Complete Poems

MY MUSIC/MY THOUGHTS: YOU EARNED IT (THE WEEKND)

I never liked the movie that helped make this song popular!

It was much too quirky, sappy, and disrespectful to women.

But, The Weeknd is sensational.

What can I say, but WOW!

His music is extremely romantic.

And, I’m not referring to sitting around and cuddling

on a banal Saturday night after dinner & a movie.

I am instead referencing the

“NETFLIX & CHILL”

kind of evening.

The kind of evening when you want to know EVERYTHING

About your special person.
SO MUCH SO THAT IT'S CONSUMING & YOU CAN HARDLY BREATHE!

MY MUSIC/MYTHOUGHTS: SOMEONE LIKE YOU (ADELE)

IT'S ADELE. YOU CAN'T GO WRONG WITH HER MUSIC.
HERE'S TO BROKEN HEARTS; LOST LOVE; BROKEN DREAMS; SORDID PASTS; AND WHAT IFs.

ADELE IS THE MODERN-DAY LYRICAL CROONER.THX FOR HELPING ME GET THROUGH SO MUCH HEARTACHE!