Self-Indulgence: Simply...Thinking of You!

Thinking of you, thoughts of you so provocatively innocent

If only you knew my heart and who I could be

Maybe it would envelope your heart with the love I have

I would gladly give it and ask nothing in return

Only wanting to listen to you, to see you, to tell you

Words are blocked by a lost soul that just wanders

Not knowing your world seems blasphemous

Being allowed to linger would be best, but doubtful

For the moment I remain enraptured by thoughts of you

Maybe one day my dreams might awaken a certain truth

The truth is what I have always feared, for you are so far away

Must it remain that way, such trepidation to never know

You are often so close, but my heart deems you linger too far away

The unknown is what truly terrifies the essence of me

That you see me and find emptiness as your heart seeks another

I remain your secret aficionado and protector of innocence

One day perhaps clouds will guide your way to forever see my heart
Time always the enemy...I remain silent and still...still thinking of you