Book of Pain: My Boss Called with a Weird Message

 My boss at UTPB called me. He said that CCWTx had a couple of job openings in case I wanted to apply. I was getting ready to call the attorney when my boss called me, so I did not pay much attention to what he said. Then, as I had time to let his call bake, per se, I thought it was much too weird that he would tell me that. I wondered if he wants me to quit or does he want to get rid of me. The mental fatigue I have experienced is probably leading me to making up stories (like the stories we tell our clients in counseling). After all, he has never told me that he is unhappy with my work performance. NOT ONCE has he voiced any displeasure with my work. I really think that the car accident has done a number on me. Ever since the wreck, there is something wrong with my mental abilities. I am finding it hard to focus, I just want to be left alone, I think that maybe life would be easier if I didn't have to be a part of it, and I am just scared. I am scared of my boss being unhappy with me. I am scared of the medical bills I might incur because of the wreck. I am scared of hiring an attorney and things not working out in my favor. To be honest, the lady from the attorney's office scares me and makes me upset at the same time. She has not really been pleasant to talk to. She has been somewhat berating and condescending to me. She has told me that everyone is busy and everyone has things to do, but that I need to take things serious and decide what I want to do. She is pushing me toward doing something I am not ready to do especially since I haven't even spoken to the actual attorney yet. The last time I spoke to this lady at the attorney's, she was talking down to me all while she had kids yelling in the background. I don't know where she was, but it sounded like maybe she was home, and her kids were playing around and yelling. Whatever her situation was, she was unprofessional and unethical. Oh, my paid today is a whopping 8. Chiropractors scare me. My insomnia is getting worse. I am scared all the damn time.